Archive for October, 2008

When i gained the title of second bestfriend..

i’m pissed… and upset.. and disappointed.. and i’m FRUSTRATED!!!

a few minutes ago, i was talking to you… i know you’ve already changed your priorities ever since you got her.. i know i’ve said this to you a countless times.. “the best friend should become the second best friend”… gawd, i got that quote from Gossip Girl… and i kept on telling that to you so she’d feel special… hahaha.. so i know what i should do… i know my limits and your expectations of me.. but i didn’t know that it would feel this way when you actually said that to me..

well, yeah.. of course it came to me as a surprise when you suddenly asked if we could talk about a serious matter… and i kinda know where the talk would lead us… but i just let you talk and see how it goes… haha.. and surprise! surprise! i didn’t know hearing those words from you really put me to shame.. i know i kept nagging and asking you to show yourself to me.. but of course, that’s all because i miss my bestfriend.. i can’t express that now? *sigh* okay..

bottom line: i’m hurt.. i expected this anyway.. having a special someone really requires you to adjust to certain things which also means that i have to adjust with you too.. no more small talks.. no more last-minute gimmicks.. no more “me just dragging you along”.. no more kulitan.. no more late night calls which lasts for hours! yeah.. i’m gonna miss that..

well, i’m sure gonna miss a lot of things from now on… but above all of this, you’re still my bestfriend.. i want you to be happy.. (*eh? i sound like a mother T__T*) and whatever your decisions are, i’m gonna support you all the way.. and when you have problems, i’m still gonna be here.. haha.. i won’t throw our years of friendship away.. don’t worry..

but of course, i need some time to redigest things and adjust.. i have to condition this poor brain of mine to your liking.. haha.. isn’t it too hard to have a bestfriend like me who is such a drama queen??? *hahaha* but yeah.. we have a scripted tampuhan starting now which will last for a week.. so i won’t talk to you.. haha.. so that the next time we meet, i won’t be too clingy anymore..

you won’t be around forever.. so i need to be independent and stop relying on you too much.. haha.. but i promise that after this week long “tampo”, i’d be back to my normal self with adjustments included.. haha.. so let me be angry/mad right now… haha.. but you know i can’t stay mad at you for too long.. T___T

P.S. i don’t hate her.. and i’m not mad at her.. haha… where did you get such an idea??? she’s my friend! haha..

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it’s Oct. 16 right now.. i know.. my calendar is seriously screwed for not yelling that the 15th has come already… grrrr… but anyways, it’s not too late to greet our very adorable fishy a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

it’s been almost a year since I got obsessed with this guy… haha… im so happy… i admit that he was not the first one to catch my eye when i started with the Super Junior fandom.. in fact, i didn’t even notice him at all!!! haha… it’s such a shame right??? good thing, my friend kept on pointing and pointing at him and keeps on telling me how good of a dancer Donghae is… and therefore, i watched him… and then BOOM!! he suddenly shot up in my SuJu list and instantly hit number 1!!! haha…

and here is our fishy’s information:

  • Name: Lee Dong Hae (이동해)/English:Aiden Lee/Chinese:Li DongHai (李东海)
  • Birthday: October 15, 1986
  • Place of birth: Mokpo, South Jeolla Province
  • Height: 175 cm
  • Weight: 60 kg
  • Blood Type: A
  • Zodiac: Libra
  • Special Skills: dancing, singing, somersaults, guitar
  • Pets: a dog named Bada
  • Nickname: Pinocchio and Fishy


i have got to make this post short and simple.. but i just had to post these trivias… so all of you will get to know him better!

  • He said that he hates celebrating his birthday. Because last year, Super Junior went somewhere to perform. He was looking forward to 12 o’clock to come when all his members would give him presents but they all were busy doing their own things, making him so sad, so every time they talk about birthdays on air he would always complain.
  • Donghae cares for his Donsaengs very much, when KyuHyun was in the hospital, Donghae was the one that visisted him the most.
  • Donghae used to reside on the 4th story of a small apartment. Everyday after school, he would press the bell of his neighbor’s house (1st story) and run away, until he got caught once.
  • He often forgets his hat, cell phone or similar items. He would look high and low for his hat, when he already wore it. Once he was chatting with another member on the phone and said: “I forgotten my phone, I’m going to go up and take it.”
  • He’s a crybaby, soft-hearted and thinks a lot
  • The best place he likes to keep his savings in, is the water dispenser bottle
  • If someone tells him he’s short, he’ll definitely go online and search for ways to grow taller and drinks only milk and soy milk.
  • He’ll turn into a beast if he’s on stage performing U. when he had eyes contact with the members, they’ll think that his stares is so not human.
  • Donghae always wears a silver bracelet on his wrist, it was given to him by his mother so he never takes it off.
  • Donghae used to play at the public bath house with his friends, using the bathhouse like a swimming pool, thus making all the ahjusshis there angry.
  • Donghae, who is quite weak in health, often loses sleep at night. Sungmin who lives with him would fall asleep easily at the count of three, leaving Donghae to roll and flip around in bed trying to fall asleep.
  • During the 3rd year in elementary school, the teacher wrongly accused Donghae of taking away the attendance book & punished him in the teacher’s office.
  • If he has a girlfriend, he’ll like to give her a tour around his hometown, Mokpo, and let her know the place he grew up in.
  • He loves the name Bada, he named his dog Bada and said that once he has a kid he will name his child Bada too.
  • Before he debuted, he was afraid of taking the airplane, so he never went to any of the 3 school trip to Jeju Island during high school.
  • Donghae, who is sensitive to his surroundings, will not be able to fall asleep for the whole night if he is sleeping elsewhere other than home. It’s because he felt insecure when he does not see anything familiar to him in the surrounding.
  • Donghae left a message titled “ELF I LOVE YOU” in the fan cafe and sungmin called him and told him he got the title wrong. he typed LOVE as LVOE and he was so embarrassed.
  • When Kibum first came to Korea, Donghae’s the 1st person to hug him and welcome him.
  • When he was small, he played games with his friend that needed them to be divided in groups. Whichever group that he is in, will always lose in the game.
  • He once promised his father that under any circumstances, he will not drink alcohol.
  • No matter how much he eats, he will not gain fat. Whenever he feels like he had gain a bit of weight, he’ll exercise. And the first place to slim down is his face.
  • Donghae is really afraid of Shindong’s snoring, and his loud breathing while sleeping scares him too. It’s almost impossible to sleep at night, for him.
  • He likes the feeling of being protected, being cared for. & because he’ll feel lonely easily, he never eats alone. He needs to have someone to eat with him.
  • Since he hates to eat alone, Donghae often sits in other members’ to wait for them to be done working so he can go eat with them.
  • Donghae dislikes pink a lot.. because opposite his bed is Sungmin’s wardrobe and it’s full of pinkish stuffs, clothes, dolls, pillow, bags and shoes are all pink.

(note: he not longer rooms with Sungmin)

  • He’s not really good at searching things online. He doesn’t really even know how to use ‘Naver’ to search. Thus he doesn’t like going online, not to mention shopping online too.
  • Donghae really admires those taxi drivers and public transport drivers. Not only because his father used to be a taxi driver, but also because he himself will feel tired and aches all over after driving for half an hour and thus find those people impressive as they can drive all day long.
  • Donghae is very affectionate so his methods of waking up the other members are to either pad their butts or go hug them out of bed.
  • He is afraid of ghosts so he sleeps with a nightlight.
  • Donghae had didn’t have any friends in SM for one year because he was very introverted at the time and he didn’t know anyone from Mokpo.
  • He later meets DBSK member Uknow Yuhno who became instantly close with because they are both from Mokpo.
  • Donghae wanted to become a singer because he saw Boa Kwon. who is the same age. performed on stage and thought she was inspirational. A few years later he and Boa stared in a music video together.
  • Donghae is very sensitive and therefore cries very easily. Once, before debut, fellow group member Eunhyuk and DBSK member Xiah Junsu sarcastically teased him about becoming an arrogant star once he debuted. Donghae became so scared/upset that he went to the bathroom and punched the wall while crying.


next batch!!!

donghae’s personality is just sooo cute, he’s such a kid!!! <333 him!!!

+ His name is Donghae. “Dong” as in east.

+ He grew up in Mokpo and went to Seoul when he was very young. He has been separated from his parents for five years due to training. He often lost sleep worrying about them.

+ Although the training was very long, but to succeed as a singer, he stayed strong until today.

+ He loves children and puppies.

+ He looks cold-hearted, but is actually a very warm-hearted, nice person.

+ When he twisted his foot on stage, he held back the pain because of the next performance and the fans.

+ He sometimes tells nonsense stories to make people happy.

+ He is cute when you see his silly side.

+ He is a person who everyone around him likes.

+ When his hyung (older brother/male) is in an upset mood, he will cook noodles for them.

+ When he jokes with his hyung, he will not use formalities.

+ Like a girl, he is very pretty, but has a manly face-structure.

+ He will always remember his hyung’s birthdays. He doesn’t manage a Cyworld often, but when it’s a friend’s birthday, he would post pictures and a message on his Cyworld.

+ He often wears a hat.

+ When he was still in the group O-Kay, Hyukjae and Junsu jokingly told him that he is officially a celebrity and his life/himself will change. Once he heard of that, he ran out to the streets and cried.

+ He often cried when he was on the phone with his parents. He is now trying hard to hold back his tears.

+ When his father was sick, he rushed over to see him.

+ When he received his first place award for the first time, he said, “Father, I hope you’re healthy.”

+ When he received his first place award for the first time, he thought back of the hardships endured before and cried.

+ He loves to watch movies, especially foreign movies.

+ Although he once said he doesn’t like to be too close (as in body contact) with someone, we can obviously see that he loves hugging.

+ He loves Song Hye Gyo.

+ He loves seafood.

+ He likes to try to speak engish…and he’s sooo cute when he does it!

+ When he is with Hyukjae, he is very playful like a puppy.

+ He likes it when others call him a prince.

+ Eunhyuk & Donghae = Eunhae. But because he is afraid that Siwon will be mad, he created Eunshihae.

+ He said he is very happy that he is part of Super Junior and is proud of his girlfriend.

Honest, handsome, and cute…
Lee Dong Hae.


and this post will seriously be full of Donghae’s pictures!! but right now.. i got  only 3 pics of him… so i’ll be back for mooooore!!!


brb for the pictures.. ^___^

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Kim Jeong Hoon – You are not Alone MV

i know my exams are up right now… and im trying really hard to study… but i just had to post this!!! i didn’t know he already released a new music video!! but he still is absolutely gorgeous!! one of my favorite eye candy!! and a genius like him will never fail to make me smile!! ^______^

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