i got another crush and i won’t keep it a secret.. haha… anyway, i’ve been thinking hard as to why and how i would like a guy.. i mean, one moment i see him and the next thing i know is that i like him already.. this was weird.. lolz.. i was asking for a survey with my friends to answer the question “do you believe that love develops through time?”.. haha.. weird question right?? anyways.. back to what i was thinking… i kind of got the pattern as to how i would like a guy..
situation 1 (new guy)
– usually this is crush at first sight
– the guy is tall, white and photogenic
*instant crushie (lolzz.. no questions asked.. haha..)
situation 2 (guy acquaintance)
– usually those types that i have seen but didn’t really pay attention
– chinito, fair, range from a-little-bit-taller-than-me to tall
– but then, here it comes.. the SMILE…
*these types of crushies have the charm.. when he smiles, you melt.. lolzz…
situation 3 (spexal situations)
– when friends tell me that this guy is a bad boy (generally speaking)
*this should be a no-no to my friends.. actually, i tend to like bad guys.. remember aoshi shinomori? in short, these guys are somewhat my type.. even though i dont like them in general, they usually appear cool.. get what i mean?
– when friends try to ruin the reputation of the guy
*this may really work.. i might not like the guy.. but there comes a time when what the guy shows you is different from the hear-say.. you can’t help it if the guy is treating you specially..
– ULTIMATE POINT : when friends tell me he’s GAY
*shame on this.. and i mean shame on this.. there had been lots of cases wherein my friends would tell me that the guy i have my eyes on is gay.. and when they tell me that, oftentimes, i try to find something else good about that guy and to prove if he really is gay.. in the process of me learning whether he is gay or not.. i tend to like him more and more.. of course i’d try to get to know him better and watch his actions.. and sometimes i feel like im stalking someone when im not.. well, not to the point that i would be following him everywhere.. oh wait.. i did that already.. lolzz… anyway, the bottomline is that gay people make me curious.. well, if it’s not really obvious that they are gay.. but if they bluntly show that they are gay then i wouldn’t have liked them in the first place.. this situation is only applicable if the guy doesn’t really show any sign of being gay (in front of me).. hayyzzz…
– oh, and i forgot that one more thing that MIGHT get me to like a guy is for him to show me that he is better than me.. more on the intellectual aspect at least.. talents don’t really matter (even if they matter, it’s only in small proportions compared to the intellectual aspect)..
*this is why sometimes, im thinking that doctors or lawyers or engineers are one of the most suitable guys that i could wish for.. hayy.. and there are lots of ways to show me that you’re better.. haha.. help me with my homework, explain what i don’t understand, check my grammar, debate with me (in a friendly way). even coming from a known school is acceptable (at least UP, Ateneo and LaSalle.. haha).. if someone from lasalle or ateneo can actually do this, i think i’d be head over heels for him.. haha.. or someone from UP that lives in Robinson’s suites… haha…
~0~0~0~0~0~
earlier this afternoon, after we finished the exam for chem lab, me and my friends went to robinson’s manila.. it has been 3 months since i played dancemania so i agreed to go and play.. when we arrived at the place, we found out that the line was very long.. there were 14 credits stored in the game.. but still, me and my friends waited.. hahaha… i remember the conversation that me and japi had before playing that really made me laugh:
mars : japi, kami muna ni romina ang maglalaro, tapos kayong dalawa, tapos tayong dalawa naman..
japi : huh? bakit ganun? tayo muna…
mars : eh?? baket? mapapagod agad ako kakasimula palang naten..
japi : para mayabang.. 
*translation : what japi meant was for us to go first so that we would play the challenge mode which is considered the most difficult.. by doing this, the people would usually stare in awe with amazement and would say things like “ang galing”, “wow”, etc… haha.. he probably said this because he is pissed at the other players who came before us who successively failed the easy songs.. and besides, in challenge mode, we would be able to make combos that would be able to reach a thousand plus.. my record being 1,300.. lolzz…
~~~
anyway, the gist of the story is that when we were about to finish playing, there was a mallwide (haha) blackout.. and i mean blackout.. no lights whatsoever.. and I, who is very very afraid of the dark, grabbed onto japi’s “hoodie” (it’s actually a jacket but he likes to call it a hoodie.. he’s trying his best to pose as an emo.. good job so far japi.. haha.. dutdurudutdudu.. haha..).. then i was telling my friends to stay close and the like.. i could tell that i was really freaking out.. after a minute of darkness, the lights turned back on and you could see the scared faces of the people who are making their way down the stairs and out of the amusement center.. i also freaked out and told my friends that we should leave the place asap.. my hands were shaking so much at that time.. lolzz…
anyway, when we were outside of the amusement center (gbox).. i suddenly had a change of heart and agreed to go to Tom’s World instead to play dance revo.. but when we got there, to our surprise.. the credits was 48!!! to hell with those guys.. i don’t think that they have anything better to do.. lolzz..
anyway, we gave it up so we just went to timezone.. then i met my cousin tk who is celebrating her birthday by the way.. (haberday tikoy! ^_^)..after that, romina and i were just so crazy.. haha.. do you know the bitch walk?? lolzz.. that was fun.. then we took our pictures (since we had nothing else to do besides bore ourselves to death).. then we ate at a japanese restaurant.. chris’ treat!! but we have to pay on monday.. lolzz.. hahahaha…
~0~0~0~0~0~
i went to ate axel’s place after that.. we were supposed to practice for our presentation for my mom’s high school reunion.. the”kids” should perform, of course! hahaha… anyways.. i had a curfew until 11pm.. i was a little bewildered since i have a curfew when our house is a few blocks away.. hahaha…
but anyway, we didn’t really do anything.. we sat on the sofa and made ourselves comfortable.. watched a movie and before we know it.. 11pm has come!! hahaha.. so we immediately decided on the song then i went home.. hahahaha… so much about practicing, i didn’t even break a sweat!! lolzz…
~0~0~0~0~0~
haayyyy… life oh life… im just so happy that exams are almost over.. haha.. only chem lecture left.. and that one is still on saturday next week.. haha!! i only have my paper to attend to.. and the lab report of course.. but i have japi’s help for that..
weeeeh! im gonna have a very long sleep to make up for the 2 week long of sleeping deprivation caused by exams left and right…
gudnayt!! ^_^
as far as the eye can see 