Archive for December, 2007

last minute thanksgiving

before 2007 ends… i would like to thank the important people whom i’ve shared special times with this year…

parents – my mom and dad who has been there for me always… they spent 17 years of their life taking care of me… ^_^ luv you po! next year 18 na koh! wah… hehe…

cedric (my little bro) – thanks for always being there… i always get mad at you but you still look up to me so much… i would try my best to be the best role model for you… and remember that you can always count on your ate… luv ya bro!

my bestfriends (well, at least those i consider to be my bestfriends.. lolzz) –  april, didi, reymel, kim, julianne, maxene, etc.. thanks for the friendship!!

melvin – thanks for letting me be your special someone even for just 7 months… ^_^ every moment is a special memory.. may it be good or bad.. ahaha… ^_^

jason, aimes, raymund – mga sponsors koh!! ahahaha… ^_^ thank you!!
dayzer people – thanks for bringing kuya jess into my life.. sana magkaroon na ng next batch!!!

maksci – salamat sa memories ng hayskul!! hehe.. yung yearbook naten.. promise, matatapos din.. magbabagong buhay na tayo diba?? kaya tutulong na lahat!!! wahahaha…

UP blockmates! – kaya naten toh!! aral lang ng aral! joke lang! haha.. robinsons nalang.. dancemania??? wahahaha.. dancerevo nalang!!

sa mga hindi ko nabati.. paxenxa na… super nagmamadali para umabot sa 2007 eh.. ^_^ sa first entry ko nalang sa 2008 sasama ko keo.. hahaha.. hopefully… ^_^

HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 

^_^V love you guys!!!

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Letter from a parent to a son/daughter

hi guys.. i received this email from one of my friends from DBmanda-dwtl… it really touched my heart.. and i want you guys to read and spread this letter to all our friends.. let’s not forget the importance of our parents.. we only have one father and one mother so let’s love and cherish them..

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Sulat ni Tatay at Nanay sa Atin

Sa aking pagtanda, unawain mo sana ako at pagpasensiyahan.

Kapag dala ng kalabuan ng mata ay nakabasag ako ng pinggan

o nakatapon ng sabaw sa hapag kainan,

huwag mo sana akong kagagalitan.

Maramdamin ang isang matanda.

Nagse-self-pity ako sa tuwing sinisigawan mo ako.

Kapag mahina na ang tenga ko at hindi ko maintindihan

ang sinasabi mo, huwag mo naman sana akong sabihan

ng “binge!” paki-ulit nalang ang sinabi mo o pakisulat nalang.

Pasensya ka na, anak. Matanda na talaga ako.

Kapag mahina na ang tuhod ko, pagtiyagaan mo sana akong

tulungang tumayo, katulad ng pag-aalalay ko sa iyo

noong nag-aaral ka pa lamang lumakad.

Pagpasensyahan mo sana ako kung ako man ay

nagiging makulit at paulit-ulit na parang sirang plaka.

Basta pakinggan mo nalang ako.

Huwag mo sana akong pagtatawanan o

pagsasawaang pakinggan.

Natatandaan mo anak noong bata ka pa?

kapag gusto mo ng lobo, paulit-ulit mo ‘yong sasabihin,

maghapon kang mangungulit hangga’t

hindi mo nakukuha ang gusto mo.

Pinagtyagaan ko ang kakulitan mo.

Pagpasensyahan mo na rin sana ang aking amoy.

Amoy matanda, amoy lupa.

Huwag mo sana akong piliting maligo.

Mahina na ang katawan ko.

Madaling magkasakit kapag nalamigan,

huwag mo sana akong pandirihan.

Natatandaan mo noong bata ka pa?

pinatyagaan kitang habulin sa ilalim ng kama

kapag ayaw mong maligo.

Pagpasensyahan mo sana kung madalas,

ako’y masungit, dala na marahil ito ng katandaan.

Pagtanda mo, maiintindihan mo rin.

Kapag may konti kang panahon,

magkwentuhan naman tayo, kahit sandali lang.

Inip na ako sa bahay, maghapong nag-iisa.

Walang kausap.

Alam kong busy ka sa trabaho,

subalit nais kong malaman mo na sabik

na sabik na akong makakwentuhan ka,

kahit alam kong hindi ka interesado sa mga kwento ko.

Natatandaan mo anak, noong bata ka pa?

Pinagtyagaan kong pakinggan at intindihin

ang pautal-utal mong kwento tungkol sa iyong teddy bear.

At kapag dumating ang sandali na ako’y magkakasakit

at maratay sa banig ng karamdaman,

huwag mo sana akong pagsawaang alagaan.

Pagpasensyahan mo na sana kung ako

man ay maihi o madumi sa higaan,

pagtyagaan mo sana akong alagaan sa mga

huling sandali ng aking buhay.

Tutal hindi na naman ako magtatagal.

Kapag dumating ang sandali ng aking pagpanaw,

hawakan mo sana ang aking kamay

at bigyan mo ako ng lakas ng loob

na harapin ang kamatayan.

At huwag kang mag-alala,

kapag kaharap ko na ang Diyos na lumikha,

ibubulong ko sa kanya na pagpalain ka sana …

dahil naging mapagmahal ka sa iyong ama’t ina…

Written by Rev. Fr. Ariel F. Robles
CWL Spiritual Director
St. Augustine Parish
Baliuag, Bulacan

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waiting for someone…

i want to have a guardian angel… just like the one the red jumpsuit apparatus are talking about.. i hope i can have one person give that song for me… well.. studies are really hard and the people who love me are the ones keeping me sane… they do tell me that i’m still human and humans make errors… i’m trying my best at school and i do think that i have very good professors this semester.. they may be really terror since they expect much from us to the point that we are sometimes driven to our limits.. but by doing this, our limits expand.. and gives us more space to not only learn but to express our own opinion.. since that’s what we are taught.. we can find something to talk and debate about from almost anything under the sun… they teach us to give our opinions and use our freedom of speech as much as we can.. but of course there should be some sense to what we say and not just non sense…

anyways, i was talking about my lovelife then the topic jumped to studies.. how weird… how can lovelife and studies be that connectable?? is connectable even a word?? hahaha.. im out of my mind..

talking about my previous post which is “Lovesick“… i think this is just a continuation of that whatever.. there are times when i want to have someone by my side.. of course that would be the times when i really don’t have anything to do.. that is the only time that the word LOVE comes to my vocabulary… wahahaha.. it’s a good thing that my professors keep me preoccupied with so many readings… i don’t have the time to think about those loveydovey stuff anymore… i don’t really know if it’s a good or bad thing…

hayyy… but i really love the song “Your Guardian Angel” which was sung by the red jumpsuit apparatus.. shame, even chemistry is following me in my blog.. lab apparatus!! i still need medicine droppers (glass) and vials and corks… weeeeeeeh…

here is the video of “your guardian angel”… the video is taken from FF7 Advent Children… hope someone sings this for me…

=~=~=

Now that I’m strong
I have figured out
how this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
and I know I’ll find deep inside me
I can be the one

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|Lovesick?|

i was riding in a jeepney a few hours ago.. it was 6pm and many people are coming home from work and therefore, the jeep was really filled to the point that i am squashed in between a very big lola and a guy with a black shirt… it’s not like i like the guy beside me coz i don’t like him at all and he’s not my type, but it just popped into my head while the jeepney was speeding up, [and you know how jeepneys are.. they tend to race with other cars and it looks like we were in a race track… and the people inside are being thrown back and forth… it really made me dizzy coz at that time, all i wanna do is rest my head and sleep…]  i thought that what does it really feel like to rest my head on someone’s shoulder? how does it feel like… again? To have him hold my hand.. to have him stroke my hair… to have him kiss my forehead… how does it feel like again??

at that time.. i started to think on who would be the guy that can willingly hold my hand and let me rest my head on his shoulder… at that time, i was really thinking that i should consider letting someone in my heart… but at the end of the jeepney ride, reality came back and gave me other things to think about…

maybe i’m still not ready to open my heart to others.. maybe some other time.. but not now.. not yet… not until all hope is gone…

weird talaga kapag inaatake ako ng pagkaLovesick…

|PS. hindi traffic sa edsa ko ngayon at wala pa ko balak na sumugod ulet sa traffic.. ahahaha..|

nobody knows who i really am

i’ve never felt this empty before…

and if i ever need someone to come along

who’s gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

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