Archive for July, 2007

it was like he was singing this for me…

WHAT GOOD IS A HEART

by CODE RED

I told you how I felt,
I told you what it meant,
But I still havent changed your mind,
I know that youre afraid,
Youre frightened of the pain,
But you can let down your guard…

Cause when we run, when we hide,
We deny whats inside…

What good is a heart if youre not gonna use it,
What good is a love if youre too scared to choose it,
If youre heart is beating, then its for a reason, girl,
If youre not willing to start, what good is a heart?

Dont make the same mistake that people often make,
And miss out on a chance for love,
Youve got to make your move, youve got to make it soon,
Cause youre dying inside…

Yes, Im a man, but I cry,
I have fears, I wont lie…

What good is a heart if youre not gonna use it,
What good is a love if youre too scared to choose it,
If youre heart is beating, then its for a reason, girl,
If youre not willing to start, what good is a heart?

Come on, babe, you know it, girl,
Anyone who looks can see that Im right,
Theres a chance here, we could take it,
Or regret it for the rest of our lives…

What good is a heart if youre not gonna use it,
What good is a love if youre too scared to choose it,
If youre heart is beating, then its for a reason, girl,
If youre not willing to start, what good is a heart?

if you want to listen to the song.. click meh! 

mahirap na talaga ang forbidden love… mahirap tanggapin na magkadugo keo… pero anung magagawa ng tao?? anung magagawa ko??

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happy or sad?

earlier this day.. i texted him… i told him i missed him… which is really true.. we haven’t seen each other for more than 2 months.. and it was just weird to know that his university is near mine… then he asked me where i was… and i was surprised to know that he was ready to meet me if i just said it..

then we met.. in robinsons.. at first i was with my friends: Japi, Jan, Dana, Bea, Jeco, Celine and others…  then he introduced me to his friend and i introduced him to my friends… then he told me that i should come home… at first, i asked him, “why?”… kakarating pa lang kasi niya sa Robinsons… tapos we were leaning on a railing nung bigla niyang sinabi “parang sa barko lang ah.. may natatandaan ako…”… wahahahaha… oh well…

then he insisted that i should come home… then i said “fine”… We (me, him, and his friend) were walking towards Pedro gil where i was supposed to find a ride… then when we reached national bookstore.. he asked me..

him: uwi ka na talaga?

ako: oo.. pinapauwi mo na ko eh…

him: eehhh…

ako: ano? uwi na talaga ako…

i was facing the entrance of national bookstore at that time and he was facing me.. then i stared at his eyes.. more like glare… lolzz… then he hung his lead low… then he said

him: wag ka muna umalis…

*touches my hand which was clinging onto my body bag*

gosh people.. you know how sensitive i am with touches… hayyyy…. i kind of squeezed his hand back… and smiled a little…

seeing that it was an awkward situation, his friend kindly broke the ice saying that we should just take a stroll if we’ve got nothing else to do…

basically, we went back to gbox… he held my hand.. *surprised naman ako* pero hinayaan ko nalang siya… hayyyyyzzz….tapos he intertwined his hands to mine… *if there’s one feeling na gusto ko talaga, yun yung feeling ng pag-intertwine ng hands*… hayyyzzz…

tapos basketball kami.. yung padamihan ng shoot… hahaha.. kaso hindi functional yung game eh… tapos nung isa nalang yung bola saken.. kinuha niya.. tapos nagbet kami.. sabi ko.. kapag nashoot niya yun, libre ko siya ng kahit anong gusto niya.. pero kapag di niya nashoot yun, libre niya koh.. ehehehehe… kaso nga lang.. nashoot niya yung bola kaya talo ako.. T_T.. tapos nung tinanong ko na siya kung ano gusto niya.. ang sagot saken “ikaw”.. kamusta naman siya diba??? hahahaha…

ayun na… basta tapos na yun…  kelangan na umuwi nung friend niya.. kaya kaming dalawa nalang… since ayaw niya magpalibre, sinamahan nalang niya k sa mcdo tapos pinapanood niya ko kumain ng mcflurry… hahaha… tapos nag-usap pa kami ng kung anu anu.. malamang di ko isusulat dito.. keo talaga!! mga chismoso’t chismosa!! wahahahaha…

anyways… sabi niya.. baka daw magpapari nalang siya.. hahaha.. sabi ko naman, ok.. edi magiging madre ako… wahahahaha… hay naku… tapos nun.. sinamahan niya ko papunta dun sa fx, kung san ako sasakay pauwi… tapos ayun… sinamahan din niya ko maghintay… tapos pinaglalaruan ko yung dalawang ring sa fingers niya.. tapos kinuha ko yung dalawa.. kaso pareho maluwag.. so kinuha ko nalang yung medyo kasya sa thumb ko… hahaha… kasi yung isa, super luwag eh…  in short, arbor na yun!!

hahaha… basta yun… hinintay niya ko makasakay ng fx bago xa umalis…

in short, super saya ko ngayon.. kahit na mukha akong horror kanina, at least sa harap niya siguro naman mukha akong presentable.. hehehe… hanggang ngayon suot ko pa rin yung ring niya.. sabi niya ingatan ko daw kasi more than 2yrs na toh nakasuot sa kamay niya… xmpre naman aalagaan ko noh.. hehehe…

hay.. so ang point ng title ko… happy or sad??? happy kasi nakita ko na xa ulet… and super saya ko na nakasama ko siya kahit mga 2 hours lang… last time na nagkita kami is nung nasa barko pa kami pabalik ng manila… sad naman ako kasi alam ko na hindi pwede yung ginagawa namin… hahahaha… gets niyo na yun.. dun sa mga palaging nagbabasa ng blog ko.. siguro naman kilala niyo siya diba???  hay naku…

anu na nga ba??? hindi naman siguro masama… diba??

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Days with the lord batch 3 maksci postponed…

basta yan ang decision nina rector and vice rector…

agree ako kay vice… hehehe…

basta eto yung link sa explanation kung baket… click meh!

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Migraine by Moonstar 88

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sa’yo
Hindi sinasadya
Hahanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? andiyan pa ba sa iyo?

[Chorus]
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?

Naiinip na ako, naghihintay sa ‘yo
Masakit na ang ulo, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Yung tipong ang sagot
Ay di rin isang tanong

[repeat Chorus]

Dahil, ‘di na makatulog
Dahil ‘di na makakain
Dahil ‘di na makatawa
Dahil, di na

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako

[repeat Chorus]

Nahihilo
Nalilito

here is the video of their gig… click me! 

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Heartbroken ???

hayyy… ever since i decided to become single again, there were only two circumstances in which i thought i liked someone….

first, is of course… Ephraim… yeah, i can’t believe i still get this feeling of happiness when i speak his name… and it pained me to know that he was my distant cousin… he tried to work things out between us but i was such a scaredy cat to fight the traditions of our clan.. but i am still wondering if i accepted his offer, would i be happy? hayyzzz.. i miss him… sana magtext xa or something…

second, Mr. Dancemania… sobrang idol ko xa… ang gwapo niya kasi.. tapos ang galing pa sumayaw… dba nga gusto ko pa malaman name niya?? sabi ni japi, obsessed na daw ako dun… hahaha.. pero di naman… tapos ayun, nalaman ko na kilala pala ni Jan (blockmate koh) si Mr. DanceMania… kasi yung kapatid nun, klasmeyt niya nung hayskul… tapos ang name daw niya, Andrew… sobrang saya ko naman… pero biglang sinabi ni Jan na BAKLA yun… T_T waaaah…. huhuhu.. para akong nahulugan ng langit at lupa… napaiyak pa nga ko nun… nakakadepress naman kasi… pero hindi naman kasing depressed nung nalaman ko na pinsan ko pala si ephraim…

hay naku… ayoko na muna magkaroon ng crush… tama na… baka madepress na naman ako eh…. hayyyy… mahirap na talaga magkaroon ng matinong crush ngayon… lahat ng mga nagiging crush ko, kung hindi ko pinsan, probably bakla, o kaya naman may balak maging pari… T_T

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Nasaan ka na???

di ko na makita si Mr. DanceMania.. huhuhuhu.. bket ganun???

kaya etoh.. magkasama kami ni Jan sa jeep.. tapos nakita niya na yung kaharap namin, klasmeyt pala niya nung grade4!! hahaha.. anyways.. nagchikahan naman kami…

tapos nung malapit na ko bumaba… sinabi ko kay Jan na cute yung klasmeyt niya.. *kilig* *kilig*… hahahaha… eh cute naman talaga eh!!! may ear ring sa left ear, mestizo, tapos mukhang mabait na shy… wah! totally to die for… sa lyceum sya nag-aaral, HRM… hahaha… oh well.. sabi ko kay Jan kunin yung number niya.. wahahahhaa…

eto ang nangyayari kapag wala siya sa linggo ko… wahahahaha… wala akong inspiration… kelangan ko siya makita sumayaw… haiiii… napatingin tuloy ako sa iba… hahahaha…

nasaan ka na ba? anu na ang nangyari sa iyo??? last week, naka civilian ka lang ah… bket di ka naka-uniform?? bakit hindi ka na pumupunta sa meeting place?? (wahahahah.. kunyari meeting place pero di naman niya ko kilala…)

oh well…. hayyyy.. i just hope i would see you soon… ^-^

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Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

well.. i just want you people to know that i’ve finished reading the book,,,

if you want me to spoil you, feel free to ask any question..

but i tell you, it would be best to read it yourself…

hehehe… if you want my copy, i can lend it to you… just give me ur email so i can contact you… ^-^

*hmm…. maybe i’ll wait for a whole week to pass before i put up a post with lots of spoilers*

ahihihihi

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