Archive for July, 2007

it was like he was singing this for me…

WHAT GOOD IS A HEART

by CODE RED

I told you how I felt,
I told you what it meant,
But I still havent changed your mind,
I know that youre afraid,
Youre frightened of the pain,
But you can let down your guard…

Cause when we run, when we hide,
We deny whats inside…

What good is a heart if youre not gonna use it,
What good is a love if youre too scared to choose it,
If youre heart is beating, then its for a reason, girl,
If youre not willing to start, what good is a heart?

Dont make the same mistake that people often make,
And miss out on a chance for love,
Youve got to make your move, youve got to make it soon,
Cause youre dying inside…

Yes, Im a man, but I cry,
I have fears, I wont lie…

What good is a heart if youre not gonna use it,
What good is a love if youre too scared to choose it,
If youre heart is beating, then its for a reason, girl,
If youre not willing to start, what good is a heart?

Come on, babe, you know it, girl,
Anyone who looks can see that Im right,
Theres a chance here, we could take it,
Or regret it for the rest of our lives…

What good is a heart if youre not gonna use it,
What good is a love if youre too scared to choose it,
If youre heart is beating, then its for a reason, girl,
If youre not willing to start, what good is a heart?

if you want to listen to the song.. click meh! 

mahirap na talaga ang forbidden love… mahirap tanggapin na magkadugo keo… pero anung magagawa ng tao?? anung magagawa ko??

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happy or sad?

earlier this day.. i texted him… i told him i missed him… which is really true.. we haven’t seen each other for more than 2 months.. and it was just weird to know that his university is near mine… then he asked me where i was… and i was surprised to know that he was ready to meet me if i just said it..

then we met.. in robinsons.. at first i was with my friends: Japi, Jan, Dana, Bea, Jeco, Celine and others…  then he introduced me to his friend and i introduced him to my friends… then he told me that i should come home… at first, i asked him, “why?”… kakarating pa lang kasi niya sa Robinsons… tapos we were leaning on a railing nung bigla niyang sinabi “parang sa barko lang ah.. may natatandaan ako…”… wahahahaha… oh well…

then he insisted that i should come home… then i said “fine”… We (me, him, and his friend) were walking towards Pedro gil where i was supposed to find a ride… then when we reached national bookstore.. he asked me..

him: uwi ka na talaga?

ako: oo.. pinapauwi mo na ko eh…

him: eehhh…

ako: ano? uwi na talaga ako…

i was facing the entrance of national bookstore at that time and he was facing me.. then i stared at his eyes.. more like glare… lolzz… then he hung his lead low… then he said

him: wag ka muna umalis…

*touches my hand which was clinging onto my body bag*

gosh people.. you know how sensitive i am with touches… hayyyy…. i kind of squeezed his hand back… and smiled a little…

seeing that it was an awkward situation, his friend kindly broke the ice saying that we should just take a stroll if we’ve got nothing else to do…

basically, we went back to gbox… he held my hand.. *surprised naman ako* pero hinayaan ko nalang siya… hayyyyyzzz….tapos he intertwined his hands to mine… *if there’s one feeling na gusto ko talaga, yun yung feeling ng pag-intertwine ng hands*… hayyyzzz…

tapos basketball kami.. yung padamihan ng shoot… hahaha.. kaso hindi functional yung game eh… tapos nung isa nalang yung bola saken.. kinuha niya.. tapos nagbet kami.. sabi ko.. kapag nashoot niya yun, libre ko siya ng kahit anong gusto niya.. pero kapag di niya nashoot yun, libre niya koh.. ehehehehe… kaso nga lang.. nashoot niya yung bola kaya talo ako.. T_T.. tapos nung tinanong ko na siya kung ano gusto niya.. ang sagot saken “ikaw”.. kamusta naman siya diba??? hahahaha…

ayun na… basta tapos na yun…  kelangan na umuwi nung friend niya.. kaya kaming dalawa nalang… since ayaw niya magpalibre, sinamahan nalang niya k sa mcdo tapos pinapanood niya ko kumain ng mcflurry… hahaha… tapos nag-usap pa kami ng kung anu anu.. malamang di ko isusulat dito.. keo talaga!! mga chismoso’t chismosa!! wahahahaha…

anyways… sabi niya.. baka daw magpapari nalang siya.. hahaha.. sabi ko naman, ok.. edi magiging madre ako… wahahahaha… hay naku… tapos nun.. sinamahan niya ko papunta dun sa fx, kung san ako sasakay pauwi… tapos ayun… sinamahan din niya ko maghintay… tapos pinaglalaruan ko yung dalawang ring sa fingers niya.. tapos kinuha ko yung dalawa.. kaso pareho maluwag.. so kinuha ko nalang yung medyo kasya sa thumb ko… hahaha… kasi yung isa, super luwag eh…  in short, arbor na yun!!

hahaha… basta yun… hinintay niya ko makasakay ng fx bago xa umalis…

in short, super saya ko ngayon.. kahit na mukha akong horror kanina, at least sa harap niya siguro naman mukha akong presentable.. hehehe… hanggang ngayon suot ko pa rin yung ring niya.. sabi niya ingatan ko daw kasi more than 2yrs na toh nakasuot sa kamay niya… xmpre naman aalagaan ko noh.. hehehe…

hay.. so ang point ng title ko… happy or sad??? happy kasi nakita ko na xa ulet… and super saya ko na nakasama ko siya kahit mga 2 hours lang… last time na nagkita kami is nung nasa barko pa kami pabalik ng manila… sad naman ako kasi alam ko na hindi pwede yung ginagawa namin… hahahaha… gets niyo na yun.. dun sa mga palaging nagbabasa ng blog ko.. siguro naman kilala niyo siya diba???  hay naku…

anu na nga ba??? hindi naman siguro masama… diba??

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Days with the lord batch 3 maksci postponed…

basta yan ang decision nina rector and vice rector…

agree ako kay vice… hehehe…

basta eto yung link sa explanation kung baket… click meh!

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Migraine by Moonstar 88

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sa’yo
Hindi sinasadya
Hahanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? andiyan pa ba sa iyo?

[Chorus]
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?

Naiinip na ako, naghihintay sa ‘yo
Masakit na ang ulo, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Yung tipong ang sagot
Ay di rin isang tanong

[repeat Chorus]

Dahil, ‘di na makatulog
Dahil ‘di na makakain
Dahil ‘di na makatawa
Dahil, di na

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako

[repeat Chorus]

Nahihilo
Nalilito

here is the video of their gig… click me! 

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Heartbroken ???

hayyy… ever since i decided to become single again, there were only two circumstances in which i thought i liked someone….

first, is of course… Ephraim… yeah, i can’t believe i still get this feeling of happiness when i speak his name… and it pained me to know that he was my distant cousin… he tried to work things out between us but i was such a scaredy cat to fight the traditions of our clan.. but i am still wondering if i accepted his offer, would i be happy? hayyzzz.. i miss him… sana magtext xa or something…

second, Mr. Dancemania… sobrang idol ko xa… ang gwapo niya kasi.. tapos ang galing pa sumayaw… dba nga gusto ko pa malaman name niya?? sabi ni japi, obsessed na daw ako dun… hahaha.. pero di naman… tapos ayun, nalaman ko na kilala pala ni Jan (blockmate koh) si Mr. DanceMania… kasi yung kapatid nun, klasmeyt niya nung hayskul… tapos ang name daw niya, Andrew… sobrang saya ko naman… pero biglang sinabi ni Jan na BAKLA yun… T_T waaaah…. huhuhu.. para akong nahulugan ng langit at lupa… napaiyak pa nga ko nun… nakakadepress naman kasi… pero hindi naman kasing depressed nung nalaman ko na pinsan ko pala si ephraim…

hay naku… ayoko na muna magkaroon ng crush… tama na… baka madepress na naman ako eh…. hayyyy… mahirap na talaga magkaroon ng matinong crush ngayon… lahat ng mga nagiging crush ko, kung hindi ko pinsan, probably bakla, o kaya naman may balak maging pari… T_T

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Nasaan ka na???

di ko na makita si Mr. DanceMania.. huhuhuhu.. bket ganun???

kaya etoh.. magkasama kami ni Jan sa jeep.. tapos nakita niya na yung kaharap namin, klasmeyt pala niya nung grade4!! hahaha.. anyways.. nagchikahan naman kami…

tapos nung malapit na ko bumaba… sinabi ko kay Jan na cute yung klasmeyt niya.. *kilig* *kilig*… hahahaha… eh cute naman talaga eh!!! may ear ring sa left ear, mestizo, tapos mukhang mabait na shy… wah! totally to die for… sa lyceum sya nag-aaral, HRM… hahaha… oh well.. sabi ko kay Jan kunin yung number niya.. wahahahhaa…

eto ang nangyayari kapag wala siya sa linggo ko… wahahahaha… wala akong inspiration… kelangan ko siya makita sumayaw… haiiii… napatingin tuloy ako sa iba… hahahaha…

nasaan ka na ba? anu na ang nangyari sa iyo??? last week, naka civilian ka lang ah… bket di ka naka-uniform?? bakit hindi ka na pumupunta sa meeting place?? (wahahahah.. kunyari meeting place pero di naman niya ko kilala…)

oh well…. hayyyy.. i just hope i would see you soon… ^-^

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Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

well.. i just want you people to know that i’ve finished reading the book,,,

if you want me to spoil you, feel free to ask any question..

but i tell you, it would be best to read it yourself…

hehehe… if you want my copy, i can lend it to you… just give me ur email so i can contact you… ^-^

*hmm…. maybe i’ll wait for a whole week to pass before i put up a post with lots of spoilers*

ahihihihi

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IN THE RAIN

wahahahaha.. last night… it rained so hard… lolzz…

therefore, naligo ako sa ulan!!! yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey!!!!

it was so fun… my brother was very hesitant to join but then he had no choice.. i pulled him and both of us were so wet!! wahahahaha…

looking for miming!!

im looking for my cats under the table then my mom took out the camera and took a few shots.. and me, being as vain as i am, knew what was coming and imediately posed and smiled!! wahahahaha…

under the umbrella!!

Do you know how hard it is to smile to the camera when it is raining so hard?? it’s freezing and the raindrops are practically falling on your face!! therefore, we found a solution!! go under the umbrella!!! wahahahaha…

last picture before the rain ends

This is the last photo taken… It was freezing and we wanted to have a nice warm bath… but we couldn’t just do that without taking one last picture! so we decided to make it good before we retreat to our warm showers… lolzzz

i really had fun… maybe i’ll do this again next time… good thing i didn’t get a cold!! lolzz…

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NEW SONG made by my friends..

check this out guys.. my friends decided to make another song..

pakinggan nyo!!!

Tanghaling Umuulan

Sa dinamedame ng babae kong ka eskwela
Ikaw lang ang napasin, sayo lamang nakatingin

Prechorus:
Mga mata’y, sumasalamin sa kagandahan
Na bumubuhay sa akin
Di mo ba napapansin na ako sayo ay may pagtingin

Chorus:
Di mo ba nadarama na ang puso ko ay Masaya pag nariyan ka
Hiling ko lang Kilalanin ka ng lubusan
Di ko makalimutan nagka ngitian nung tanghaling umuulan

Sa di inaasahang pagkakataon
Bigla na lamang umambon ang puso ko ay napatalon

(Prechorus)
(Chorus)

Bridge:
Sana ay manatili, pakiramdam ay hindi na mapawi
Sa tuwing umuulan, ngiti mo ay inaabangan

(Chorus)

click here for the site… click me!

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DESTINY NA BA ITO????

ahahahahaha… me soooo happy ulet today…

nag-away kami ni japi… well, inaway ko pala si japi.. kasi iniwan niya ko… tapos wala ko kasama… T.T loner tuloy ako naglalakad sa rob.. buti nalang nakita ko sina dale at bugoy tapos sumabay ako.. tapos sumama na rin kami kina usher at jerome…

nagpabili ako sa jollibee kina usher.. tapos kumuha na kami ng seat sa food court… nagturo ako ng isa, pero sabi ni dale at bugoy, dun nalang sa kabila… tapos ayun, naka-upo na kami.. tapos tnxt ko si japi, nag-inarte ako.. sabi ko, bket nya ko biglang iniwan… tapos ayun na.. tinanong niya kung nasan daw daw ako… tapos sasabihin ko sana sa kanya.. “ewan ko xeo! nagtatampo na ko.. huhuhuhu….”

pero di ko muna sinend yun.. kasi nung kinausap ako ni dale, xmpre tumingin ako sa kanya tapos sobrang nagulat ako nung nakita ko si Mr. DanceMania sa harap ko!! dun xa nakaupo sa tapat ko with his friends… as in, what are the odds diba??? DESTINY NA ITOH!!! wahahahaha… ang galing talaga ni dale pumili ng upuan!!! so ang sabi ko ngayon kay japi, instead na nagtatampo ako, sabi ko, galet ako sa kanya.. hahaha… kasi sobrang saya ko andun si Mr. DanceMania na crush ko… nakacivilian xa kanina… color green na may onting brown color, effect thingie… yung tulad nung mga makkta mo sa penshoppe, bench, etc… tapos may wrist band pa xa na axteeg!! tapos may sunglasses na nakalagay sa ulo niya… wahahahahaha!! kulang nalang talaga matunaw na xa!!

as in ang tagal ko xa tinignan… kahit kumakain na ko… tapos ayun nga… kinikilig na ko so cnabi ko dun sa mga lalaki kong kasama… ahihihihihi… tapos sabi ni dale, mukha daw bading… >:-(… nagalit naman ako sa kanya… tapos dumating si japi, nag-sory pero di ko pinansin… hahaha… manigas xa, suplada ako eh… may PMS pa ata ko… wahahaha.. malas na lang niya…

tapos umalis na nga si Mr. DanceMania, iniwan nila yung 3 bote ng C2… isang green tea, tapos apple na yung dalawa… ahihihihi… so ayun.. kinausap ako ulet ni japi.. tapos sabi ko… dancemania?? ahihihihi…

ayun!! andun kami sa dancemania.. andun din sina chris, cha, celine, dana and francine… and of course, yung CRUSH ko… wahahahaha.. naglaro nalang muna xa ng drums… and medyo di xa magaling pero marunong xa… ahihihihi… di ko naman maxado pinanood baka mapansin na niya eh.. atsaka di naman ako stalker noh!! anu xa? special?? ahihihihi..

tapos ayun, nilibre ako ni japi, turn na namin.. so nagsasayaw na kami.. tapos after nung afronova, tumingin muna ko sa likod ko… tapos nakita ko xa nakatingin saken!! waaaaaaaaaaaaah… *melt*….. ahiihihhi… tapos habang nagsasayaw naman ako… pumunta xa sa harap ko.. tpos naglagay xa ng coins.. and pano niya gagawin yun?? xmpre sisiksik xa sa harap ko… hahahaha…. *yiiiiiii*…. wahahahahaha.. tapos kinwento pa saken ni francine na pinapanood niya ko… wahihihihihihi…

anyways… so turn na nya… malapit na magtime nun!! so one last look muna… tapos nakita ko, in-edit nya yung sa kanya… ginawa niyang upside down tapos lahat ng up, down sa kanya… azteeg talaga niya!!!!

ang galeng noh??? waaaaaaaah!!

im so happy… sana maganda result ng exam ko sa natsci bukas!!! whoooooo!!!

^-^

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