Archive for May, 2007

i’ve just been tagged!! (6 weird things about me??)

okay…. so toniwoni just tagged me… she told me to write a list of 6 weird things about me…. wahahahaha… okay… now that’s weird… im just new to this blogging system (well, not really new… hehe)… this is the first time that i’ve been tagged… oh well… on with the things that toniwoni, who happens to be my daughter, wants me to do… ohohohoho…

6 WEIRD THINGS THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT CIELO

(or at least the things that i want you to know)

  1. im an unfinishing type of person – meaning.. i don’t usually finish stuff… hehehe… i don’t know why, but i just have this knack of starting something that i don’t want to finish… uhmm… it’s kinda like when i want to write fanfictions, stories of some sort… i would go as far as the climax and yet i would stop writing after it… maybe because i get bored or whatever… hehehehe… but if someone pushes me to do the things that i started, then i could definitely finish it… which brings me to my second weird thing..
  2. im a robot, capable of doing works of art only if pushed and commanded – well, isn’t it obvious?? without my friends cheering me in the background… i really won’t finish my stories… or whatever… this blog, i do it because i know that my friends are willing to read it… and also because of the fact that it’s fun to read the previous posts and laugh at the things that you did way back when… ahehehehe… in short… someone has to bully me before i do something extraordinary… but that rarely happens now… coz instead of being inspired, i just get mad at the bully, just becoz he’s such a bully!!!
  3. i like to connect stuff!! – for example… i have a friend whose cousin is a friend of the bestfriend of my cousin’s classmate… ^-^ gets??? ahehehe… or another example… i met a new guy whose grandmother’s grandmother is the wife of my grandfather’s grandfather… wahehehe… in short, we’re kinda related to each other… ahahaha… (yeah, im still not over that, i just had to repeat it over and over again, coz it just sounds so funny!! haha)… i do this to tell other people that we live in such a small world!! too small for us humans that we need another planet to occupy… wahahahaha…
  4. im a freaking scaredy-cat – even the slightest of things can make me jump… lizards, darkness, insects, yuckie cockroaches, ghosts, friends that really try to scare you, friends that tell scary jokes… old paintings on the wall make me scared… antique things are scary… old houses… old movies… old places… etc…. im freaking afraid of almost everything!!! wahahaha…. im with the weakhearted….the faint hearted… which is so sad…
  5. i have an unofficial short term memory loss – coz it just comes and goes… tell me your name and then i’d forget it after a few minutes… ahehehe… or tell me loads of things about yourself and i’d be able to memorize them in an instant… but then again… it’s very rare for me to actually forget something that’s important… hmm… it’s just that my mind goes temporarily blank often… i dunno why….
  6. cute guy + smile + eye to eye contact + friend’s nudge = instant crush – plus points if i heard you sing with a very good voice or see you dance “justin timberlake” style or play the guitar “andy mckee” style while singing… and plus plus points if you can do all of the above… wahahaha… well, it’s easy for me to like someone… i know it’s weird… but then crushes are just normal, i just don’t know why i stick with the usual guy and not find something special in that person before i like him… well, i think that personality category goes to super crush for me.. ahehehe… why??? oh why???? why do my cousins or friends have friends that are easy to like??? hai… it’s so easy to fall in and so hard to fall out… oh, wait… i just remembered… i have lotsa requirements for the super crush… wahahaha.. if i find the time.. i would post it… maybe create one page just for it… ahahaha… coz it’s gonna be a test or some sort… wahahaha… ^-^… (ay grabe, nag-advertise pa)..

oh well.. that’s it for my 6 weird things… hmmm… do i still have to tag other persons??? coz as you can see, i don’t really have that much persons in my blog… hmm.. i tag tikoy!! nyahahaha….

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Salamat

ang awiting ito’y para sa’yo

at kung maubos ang tinig, di magsisisi

dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko

salamat… salamat…

to all my friends.. i wanna thank you for everything… this might not be enough for everything you’ve shown me, and given me… friends, thanx talaga…

^-^

tinotopak talaga ako… bigla akong naging friendly this summer… ahaha… tapos feel ko super love na love ko lahat ng friends ko… mga friends!! walang iwanan at walang kalimutan!! nyahahaha!!

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MOVING ON… not (i would read the whole thing if i were you)

Holding on to past memories is not a good thing… for living with things that happened in the past would only bring happy memories that you cannot let go of… and the only solution for this is moving on… But moving on a little too fast can be dangerous… taking up the risk is one big step too far from what i should have taken… it left my heart empty and hollow, searching for someone to care…

you see, going to a place far from where all the chaos is happening brought peace and serenity to my mind.. my heart was calm and happy… the people around me were so happy, hardworking, simple, hospitable and kind… they live a simple life.. wherein eating three times a day is the only thing that occupies their mind.. they are not blinded by the sin called money… and they are not greedy people who yearns for luxurious things…

as for me, this is a community opposite of what i’ve grown accustomed of… people need not cars that are shiny and expensive… sure, they have jeepneys and tricycles back there… but they would rather choose to walk from place to place if it’s possible… anyways.. that’s far from the main point of my topic…

you see, i’m a girl with nothing to do in my dad’s hometown.. therefore, i would be bored and everything.. no electricity, low signal, no internet… it was excruciating!!! i was bored to the depths of my soul… seriously!! the only thing that occupied my mind for the first day was the fact that my gurl cousins were there and they cheered me up by teasing me.. which, of course, occupied my mind with happy insults and cheap comebacks that did me no good.. hehe.. good thing the next day was more exciting and busier…
u see, i’ve developed some kind of crush for three different nameless persons and this was how i got to know them:

  1. the sagala came.. i was to be the Reyna delos Flores… whose position by the way is just in front of the Reyna Elena.. anyways, back to the point… i then saw a glimpse of this beautiful creature sitting in the driver’s seat of a grey car.. too bad the one who commented at how pretty i was was the guy sitting in the back seat… and when i saw the guy… he was not even looking at me.. he was busy fiddling with this whatever device that was on his hand that requires a headset… then my mom said how cute the guy on the driver’s seat was.. and i was like.. “u really are my mom!!”… hehehe…. anyways, so much for guy number one
  2. then there was guy number two… i have this cousin named jeffrey… we used his place to refresh ourselves, take a bath and get some electric fan air… ahehehe… anyways, after the sagala, he introduced me and ate vanessa to a guy… he was supposed to be his friend… i think i heard him say efren… hehehe… then he whispered something like efre-em… and then me and ate vanessa were saying something like “why do you keep on whispering his name to us??”… and we ended up not acknowledging the presence of the guy so much… he said hello and we also said our hello but that’s just that… but we did take note that the guy was cute… even if it was so dark that we cannot see him so much… only to remember that he was wearing a shirt that has a green and white stripes or watever… we at least know that he would be attending the sayawan
  3. and at long last the sayawan came.. i have a history in this field… 2 years ago, i met a cute guy who is a friend of my cousin going by the name of jayson… he was a breakdancer and i was really impressed with his backflips and synchronized dancing/gymnastics(?) with my cousin… anyways, he told me what he feels though i only acknowledged it by saying thank you… i had some other person in my mind back then… hehe… back to the point… and back to the present… as usual, we expected the number of guys that would take us to the dance floor whose only dance they know are the sweet and very sweet music… hays.. if only you guys could smell the stench of gin and smoke combined… oh god!! it was like purgatory on earth!.. until we saw guy number three… he is an obvious eye turner… which turned the eyes of me and my cousins towards him.. we were like praying for him to come to our side of the dance floor for he was opposite us… we even went to the point of thinking that we should transfer to the other side just for him to notice us! wahahaha… we were even whispering to each other to keep update of the things that he is doing… so we were waiting for the moment that he approach us that never even came close to it… therefore… we decided to rest for a while.. we went back to the house, drank some water and massaged our tired feet… and when we went back, surprisingly, the girls in our side diminished from 10 to zero… we then decided not to sit for a while.. but then seeing that he was on our side and that free foods were being being given to ladies sitting on the chair, we decided to grab the chance, take a risk and went back to the electric chair… ahahaha… jowk… i just said to myself that whatever happens, if this guy asks me to dance, even if there are other guys inviting me and even if he was not the first one to approach me, i would still go with him… fat chance, he invited me, and i turned down two other guys who asked me before him… haha..

so there we have it… nameless guy 1, 2 and 3… but then surprise surprise!! he was the guy that my cousin introduced to us.. and i couldn’t bear to keep the smile from my face after knowing how easy it could’ve been if i just asked my cousin for the guy to dance me, right?? hays… guys number 2 and 3 are the same guy… weird… hehe.. but more unusual was that i allowed him to get my number when i myself have turned down the other guys who asked for my number saying excuses that i have no load or that i don’t have any signal here and even to the point that i said i don’t want to give him my number.. thinking back, i think i was too harsh to the other guy… anyways… that was that.. my day was complete… i danced with him and i would just wait for his text that night, uhmm, early morning… hehehe…

the next day, i found out that his real name was ephraim… spelled like e-p-h-r-a-i-m and not e-f-r-e-e-m… wahahaha… anyways… we texted for long times and since he was a smart user and i, a globe user with no signal.. i asked my dad if i could borrow his smart cellphone… hehehe.. and then it came.. the questions and everything… he knew lots of things about me.. and i learned lots of things about him… in fact, he is a resident of marinduque since birth but is now residing in quezon city as he was studying in emilio aguinaldo college.. a college not far from the university of the philippines in manila… he was an only son out of three children… the other two, being his elder sisters… the youngest and only son.. hmm.. i then thought “mama’s boy”… this would be difficult… ahehehe…

and then he confessed that he likes me and i was surprised to see me smiling… ahahaha.. as in the smile that reached both ends of my ears… of course… at first, i was just riding with him… just letting him tell me how he feels though i was feeling weirdly super happy at the moment for i have finally found someone i know that cares for me, knows my cousins and everything… makes my heart jump happily… but then i remembered a person, someone close to my heart, that made me think if i should move on or not… then i thought, if i don’t move on for now… and stop liking this guy i just met… i would live in vain, waiting for another chance to see someone who would care for me that i, myself, like so much and my cousins are in favor of… but moving on too fast, im sure would take more energy than i expected… replacing your first love is not an easy task.. for as people say.. first love never dies

i then acted like a snob to ephraim… i tried my best to shove him off.. i said things like, i went to the province to make friends, that if ever i was ready to open my heart again, it was gonna be for someone i know i could trust my heart and myself to… and something like what he is feeling is just infatuation and i told him not to rush things for we only just met… in short, friends… hehe.. but he was persistent… he wanted to court me and was even telling me that he would go to our house, the one that still requires a little bit of hiking to go to… i, of course, challenged him to go… but then i told him not to come anymore for i was already tired and i want to sleep!! haha…

anyways, fast forward.. i was going home, getting my things ready and everything… i texted him to say goodbye… surprisingly, he told me that he was going home at that time too… i was then in the airconditioned part of the boat and was waiting for the boat to leave when i saw him.. i then thought.. “what’s this? coincidence or what?? destiny??”… and for anyone who doesn’t know me.. i dare say you ask my friends and they surely would tell you how much a great fan of destiny i ami then told myself.. this is the guy… the guy i would introduce to my parents… the guy i know would get along with my relatives… and it was surprising to see that his dad and my dad knew each other.. and they knew each other quite well! they even talked for long periods of time, i think…

then his text came.. while the boat was setting sail, he invited me to spend some time with him outside, on the railings.. of course, i said ok.. in the first place, i really wanted to watch the water splashing like waves on the boat… and so we went.. and did i forget to say that there were two guys who kept on waving their hands on me and my cousin as if they wanted to get to know us… i, being as maldita as i was, ignored them completely… wahehehe… at the second floor of the boat, i, he and my cousins saw our tito pedring… then i decided to introduce tito pedring to ephraim… first relative, right? well, it is a first step… and surprise surprise…

WE ARE COUSINS!!

tito pedring even gave us the connection that my lolo and his lola were pure cousins, meaning his lola’s parents and my lolo’s parents are one… how lucky can i get!! falling for my own cousin!! a 5th cousin or something… now that is very unusual… i take it that after knowing this, i took note that the next guy i set my eyes on, i would trace his lineage to see if he’s a distant cousin or something…

we then continued on to the railing, with big, heavy hearts.. like our hearts turned to a huge boulder that is hard to carry… it was hard to break the ice.. he was very silent and i couldn’t think of anything else to say… so i said… “insan pala ah?”… oooopss.. wrong move… hahaha… the silence was even more awkward than before… and i tried to cheer him up by joking to him “kaya pala type kita! gwapo ka kasi… magpinsan nga tayo… talaga nga naman.. ang konti talaga ng magaganda’t gwapo sa mundong ito kaya kung meron man, cguradong pareho tayo ng genes! hehe(?)”… another wrong move… haaayzz… so i chose another topic.. college, manila.. our courses… what i did back in marinduque… how many stars i could see there compared to when i am here in makati… how fun it was watching the waves splash towards the boat… guessing where the blinking light came from.. and other weird stuff…

then it came… he told me that there was this girl in the province that he was again, forced to not like.. they were together for a good whole year when they learned that they were second cousins… it totally broke his heart.. and now, this… he told me he promised to himself that he would keep on persisting his self to me… actually, he need not to for i myself kind of like him or some sort..

and then i asked him how he saw me at the sagala, for i didn’t see him back when i was preoccupied with walking… then he told me if i remember seeing a grey car.. and i told him that i saw a grey car… and then he told me that he was the one sitting in the driver’s seat… i was so dumbfounded…and i actually thought.. this guy is guy number one!!! and guys 1, 2 and 3 are one person!! and it broke my heart so much more that i was willing to be with this guy!! damn it… out of people, hays.. fate didn’t allow it… i thought it was destiny… i thought… i hoped… i wished…

i found myself hurt even much more.. just like the saying “love vanished to the depths of the sea”… but ours is a different story… our feelings for each other, infatuation or whatever, still remain and it could evolve to something much higher than that.. but before it even began… we were stopped.. forbidden… separated… for the reason that the blood that runs through my veins that yearns to see him is the same blood that runs through his veins… my parents and my cousins comforted me by saying that what we just felt is natural attraction.. it was natural for persons with the same blood to feel something special for each other.. that it is the same reason why i feel so comforatable when i am with my cousins like how i felt so comfortable just standing beside him…

it really is very unusual, but i just found myself trying hard to cope up with the things i just learned.. my mind is going around in circles.. i don’t know if i should be upset or what… upset with the fact that i like my own cousinor upset with the fact that the one i like is my cousin… oh man… i thought i could finally move on, pull myself from the dark walls i encaged myself in… but i was most definitely wrong.. i ended up hurt, upset and disappointed with myself… and him, so much more… we thought it was destiny.. at least we hoped…

the memory is still fresh in my mind.. this is the reason why i am able to write something this long… who wouldn’t?? this is therapy.. at least i say what’s on my mind… i may be upset and disappointed right now… i gave up the one i love (my first love)… and now this thing saying that i don’t have a chance to love someone new (well, at least him)… anyways.. im closing this topic now.. the past is past and i should learn to keep the past in the past.. haaayzz…. anyways… my mind is in swirls right now…

for those people who were dilligent enough to read the whole thing.. thank you.. for those who didn’t bother to read the whole thing.. don’t make false judgments… this may be a lesson not only to me but also to others… it would be better if you asked your crush his surname and consult it to your elders and see if you are related by blood before you decide anything other than friends… and before matters become much worse..

thank you and goodbye…

and by the way.. it’s good to be back home in makati… i missed the electricity, the signal, the tv, the cold water, the mall, everything!! and most of all.. i missed my friends… ^-^

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DotA

ahihihi.. yeah… people of the Philippines… after one and a half year.. i, Cielo Marie D. Pereyra, am playing Defense of the Ancients… again…

well.. just the thought of it makes me smile… and reminisce about the days when i could still go on a killing spree… draw first blood… or end someone’s killing spree… OWNING!! yeah!! whooo…

oh well.. those were the days… haaaay… right at this moment.. the first blood would be me… i am the one who gets killed often.. and the opponents are the ones who are owning.. huhuhuhu.. where did my dota expertise have gone to?? i think i lost it somewhere in the world of RF Online… or in the world of o2jam.. or in audition… or in Granado Espada… or in Hogwarts… or somewhere in the world of warcraft!!

haaayzz… it really has been a long time… hehehe.. oh well… let’s see if i can shape myself up and own the game yet again… ^-^

at least i have friends who are willing to help me.. *batting eyelashes* right friends?? ahihihihihi…

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CUT

when you accidentally cut yourself while paring a manggo.. wat does it say about the person???

  • NAPAKACLUMSY ko naman… T.T

eh paano kung… nahiwa ka yesterday.. tapos today.. you tried to pare a mango again.. and now.. you cut your pinkie… what does that mean??

  • CLUMSY?? KATANGAHAN!!!

at anu ba ang mga reason ng katangahan ko??

  1. daydreaming – lumilipad ang isip sa kung saan man
  2. pagkamangha – “wow!! naghihiwa ako ng mangga!! oopsie! di na manga yun ah… masakit eh…”
  3. di marunong gumamit ng knife
  4. SIMPLY saying, di talaga ako professional pagdating sa mangga

haaayzz… oh well… huhuhu… ang hapdi ng sugats (plural!) ko…. ang konyo pala.. sheeet… naapektuhan ata pati utak ko ah… >.<

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ang init!!! ayoko na ng summer… T.T

The FBC (Freshman Block Coordinators) gave us leaflets and one of it contains this certain information… summary only guys:

HOW TO ENROLL AT UP MANILA

(course: BS Physical Therapy)

  1. Proceed to OUR (Office of the University Registrar) and submit the necessary credentials
  2. Proceed to you respective colleges and present your admission slip on your scheduled date and time
  3. Submit your form5 to your respective departments for advising
  4. Go to the OUR cashier for payment of tuition fee
  5. Get your ID picture taken

five simple steps… easy right? NO WAY!!! DUDE!! grabe!! ang hirap mag-enroll!! at first it was looking good.. i arrived at around 8:30am.. my friends were already there… Japi arrived at around 7am and Sophia was there at around 8am… i saw Francine as well.. she was at the front of the line submitting her entrance credentials to the registrar… i was then obliged to wait at the line while texting these friends of mine… after i got my pink form, they asked me to submit my “pink form” to Table 1 which is actually Window 1… hehehe…

I then waited inside this air conditioned room which the UP students called “CS”… there i met some new friends namely Mariah, Naarni (or watever, i forgot her name)… then i noticed japi and sophia leaving their table… i went beside sophia and surprised her.. she was so happy to see me and told me to try to catch up as soon as i’ve filled out my form5… then i went beside japi who didn’t seem to notice my presence.. i poked him gently at the back… i then whispered “oh… so Jan Paul pala whole name mo…”.. but he still didn’t seem to notice who i was… he then walked past me then he stopped, frozen for a second, staring back at me… then shouted “CIELO!!! IKAW PALA YAN!!! BAKET NGAYON KA LANG???”… and i was like “o.O ha?? hindi mo alam na kanina pa kita katabi?? T.T awch naman..”.. then Japi said.. “wui.. block 19 ako.. block 19 ka din ah!!!!”.. and true enough, when my form5 reached me, it said BLOCK19 at the top… haha.. lucky lucky Japi to have me as his blockmate.. nyahahaha.. Sophia said she belonged to Block18 so i was a tad bit disappointed to not have her as a blockmate, but oh well… hehehe…

anyways.. we talked to our adviser then got our forms re-assessed… and weirdly enough, my form was re-assessed first so i paid the cashier immediately… paid a total of P22,000 and got my picture taken.. which i can honestly say looked so haggard after all the errands that i had to go to… oh well… much to the disdain of Japi and Sophia, i finished first even if i arrived later than they did… ahehehehe…. they even got cut-off!! the cashier said that she won’t accept payments anymore and told them to come back at 1pm… awww… oh well… hehehe…

we’re gonna see each other tomorrow again!! wahehehe… for the psychological test or something… ahahaha… pupunta na ko dun ng 7am~~~ nyahahaha!!! ^-^

finally!! natapos na rin ang pag-enroll sa UP!!!

yeah!!! may school na ko na pupuntahan sa June!! whoooooooo!!! ^-^

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EMO

 

CUTE!!

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