Archive for September, 2006

Disappoint…

it’s bad to think way beyond your league… because you may never know if it would come true or it would just make you feel like a fool…

in my case… it didn’t make me feel like a fool.. it just made my heart fall so hard… have you ever experienced like you’re in cloud nine and then you find yourself falling from that cloud and feel as if your heart went down to your stomach? ahaha… it’s not a very pleasant feeling… it’s very awkward.. especially if you’re feeling that way in front of the person who made you feel that way… you try so hard to appear like you’re okay when in fact, you’re not… you just don’t want them to be worried for your sake…

haay.. it’s so hard… when you thought that he could be the answers to your prayers but then all of a sudden.. you suddenly find out that you are thinking a step too far… there are times when i think “it’s so strange he doesn’t show me.. the affection that i need… almost formal.. too respectful…”

well.. you just can’t change the fact that some people are that way… let them be… they know who they are and they know what they are capable of… never fear… ahaha… ok… medyo off topic yung ‘never fear’ na part… hehehe…

well… i can’t say that im okay.. coz i really am not.. there are times when i would find myself crying over something that i myself do not know… maybe it’s because of the huge disappointment that i felt… or maybe i just can’t take the fact that i lost him once more… that i wasn’t able to give him the push that he needed.. all i could do was cry.. but what the heck… crying won’t solve anything.. it would only make things worse.. it would only make you feel more depressed and it would only make the situation much too hard to solve…

“palayain ang isa’t isa.. kung tayo.. tayo talaga…”

anways… sleep na ako.. inaantok na ako…

PS. wag kayong iiyak… yun lang…

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Hurt…

You won’t cry for my absence, I know – You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant…? Am I so insignificant…? Isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I’ll bleed, knowing you don’t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you and wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?

These wounds won’t seem to heal… this pain is just too real.. there’s just too much that time cannot erase… I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone… but though you’re still with me.. i’ve been alone all along…

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Eto malupit!!!.. pinag-isipan talaga yang mga "RULES TO BE FOLLOWS" NA YAN!


wahahahaha!! talagang pinaghirapan niyang gawin yan!!! “RULES TO BE FOLLOWS!” wahahahaha…. natalo pa sina denib at cribanti sa english!!! woohooo!! grabe… to the guys who made these… hehe… onti nalang!! perfect na! hehe…

we should appreciate the efforts of these people… grabe… English is not their main language naman eh… so they can’t really fix their grammar… but if they would have the chance to be given proper english lessons.. mas gaganda pa ang RULES nila… ^-^

peace!! ^-^

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a very short post

hehe.. sorry… i’ve been kinda busy lately… i haven’t got time to post or visit my blog.. huhuhuhu… poor me… im sick… im so dizzy… i catched a cold… i can’t breathe properly… i can’t stop sneezing… my tonsils hurt so badly thus making it so hard for me to speak and swallow… aargh… thanks for those who were concerned for me earlier this afternoon… hehe… your efforts to make me feel better really made my day though i kept on sniffing… hehe…

thanks guys…

have a nice day…

don’t let yourself catch a cold… coz it’s hard…

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What dancing is for me…

well… i’ve been a dancer since.. uhmm… way back when i was super young… me and my friends would always have a special number during special ocassions like birthday parties, christmas parties, etc… but at that time.. i didn’t really take dancing seriously… it was just like a hobby for me… everytime i dance, my relatives would always cheer me on… they keep on supporting me along the way…

but anyways… i still didn’t go to a dance school… for dancing is not really my passion… i sing but it’s still not how i see myself in the future…

i’ve been a cheerdancer when i was in second year but decided not to join the group in our junior year… but then i joined dance competitions to represent the school… ahehehe… anyways… this year, i decided to join again, partly because it’s our last year in high school and partly because i want to dance again…

dancing for me.. now that i’m a fourth year student is:

1.) a form of expressing yourself (more like in the part of the choreographer)
2.) a form of exhausting yourself (hehehe…)
3.) self torture (specially the stretches, push ups and sit ups.. owch!)
4.) excercise (kind of… hehe…)
5.) relieving stress (kasi nadadagdagan ng bagong stress so nakakalimutan yung previous na stress… hehehe…)
6.) bonding (mas magiging close sa friends kasi damaydamay sa moves)
7.) a form of giving happiness (epecially when you’ve memorized all the steps or when you’ve completed the whole routine)

anyways.. up to here nalang…

bye!

^-^

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